Today I got to sit up. The contractions only increased to every 7 to 10 minutes, we're only 45 to 60 seconds long, and aren't near as intense. They don't scare me like last week's contractions did. They did intensify when I went to the doctor's office, just from walking into the office, confirming that I probably won't be heading back to work any day soon.
I still have lots of worries but can feel God's presence and trust in His plan.
But, I did cry to Jay last night,"Haven't we been tested enough already?" Apparently not.